for the philosophers among us

ok. got a question. i find myself in a place in life where i am not thinking much. i don't know how to describe it any better than that. i find myself reading other people's thoughts and then realizing "i have no thoughts on that". i don't like it, it's frustrating and very slug-like. but here is my question.
if i'm really not thinking then, according to descartes, am i here?

looking forward to thoughs on my existence
j